this few days i just feel tired.like just TIRED.
many plans shattered.
like the one that mummy told me that i could only study in local uni
somehow thinking back
i kinda blame myself for expecting too much cos i should have known that our family didnt have enough money for me to go overseas.
and today erly told me that last night her mum decided to go london.
so she will be studying her degree overseas and her mum will study too.
i wonder would i be as excited as her if i EVER get the chance? the chance of living in a county different from Singapore.the chance where i might learn to be independent?