This are one of the times where I start thinking in the night.

Thinking about life and death. Just random thinking.

Seeing close friends around me losing their loved ones. Them trying to hide their feelings and trying so hard to be strong in front of us. It really breaks my heart. Because somehow, I'm able to feel it too. Sometimes, I really hope that I do know of other ways to make them feel better instead of a mere "Are you okay?".

To me, life and death is destined. If it is meant to be, it will be. I can be typing this now, and probably, dead at the next moment. The living will suffer the most when someone passes away. Trying not to think of that person, missing that person. The loneliness, thinking of the happiness that the person has brought into your life. Thinking about everything and then, finally, coming to the reality that he or she is now no longer around. That is harder than it sounds.

They say life and death are interlinked. Reincarnation for buddhists. Going to heaven for christians and catholics. This will be a mystery. Something for all of you to think about :)